Another Twisted Turn

She might have cancer. Fate always deals me these hands. I read The Things They Carried and in the end the author reveals his young lover dies of a cancerous brain tumor. He explains of how when people die, they are only gone, not dead. They are like books on a shelf, waiting to be read, waiting for their life and story to be told. He reveals his coping mechanism of pure delusion. And then this happens. Cancer isn't for sure, she just has a sist and the radiology reports haven't come in yet. But I think she has had it for years. Being in her ovary region, she has had an irregular menstrual cycle since she began it. Recently, it was more irregular and they discovered the sist. I am fearful, terrified, worried.