Tonight, I tried saving someone's life online. She was from England, London. I failed. I failed but more importantly, I gave up. I gave up on the saving of another life, another young girl, younger than me. I just, I can't forgive myself. This will haunt me forever. The day I gave up on someone. The day I passively killed someone. The day I surrendered.
Ah, but you can make yourself feel responsible for so many things in life. In the end of the day, her choice, sad as it may be, is her choice. We cannot control what others do.
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