I'm Ready

You, you humans. HAHAHAHAHAHA I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR YOU TO DIE, ALL OF YOU, ALL SEVEN BILLION, I CAN'T WAIT FOR US TO PERISH IN A BLAZE OF FIRE, A REIGN OF DEATH FROM THE SKY, THE FINAL STEP NEEDED TO END THIS AGONY!!!!!!!!! They, they killed her. They kept pushing her to do it, kept telling her to do it. She's gone now, I think. It happens everywhere. People murder, rape, hurt, force- STOP!! FUCKING STOP NOW! GET ON YOUR FUCKING KNEES HUMANITY AND ACCEPT THE SELF INFLICTED EXECUTING BULLET! YOU FUCKING EARNED IT, EARNED IT FUCK HEADS!

Idiots!

You're all fucking trained like dogs. You spit out whatever you're told and you go with it and you believe it  AND YOU LOVE IT. You sicken me. Oh, but the moment that I bring up any legitimate fact "Uh, New Zealand is not found in that location" or "There is no way to prove the existence of a deity" you people, you all go bezerk! Don't you realize? Don't you realize you're being conformed and molded like clay in a potter's hand? You're playing right into the preset corrupt plan! Idiots, dogs! Trained like dogs, and without the rebellion too.

Me Gusta

http://blackflapjack.tumblr.com/Philosophy
I like this kid.

Comprender

So it is true: none of you ever will understand. Your heart's splitting, is it? Welcome to the club. Why did I want that response? Because I was right, wasn't I? You don't. You don't love me. Whatever. I've had my suspicions for a while. And now, now that you're shutting yourself out from me, from everyone , well who knows if there's any chance left. It always happens, every time. It's just my destiny I suppose. I, I guess I just have to accept it then.

Ready

Humans, humans! Ugh, you all just, UGH!!!!! Judgmental. If you're politically liberal, you're diametrically opposed to conservatives. If you're conservative, you think liberals are complete morons. You're Christian? Well every other religion condemns you and hates you. You're Muslim? You're automatically a member of a terrorist religion. You're atheist? You're an idiot for not seeing the obvious light of this or that deity. You're me? Well then you're a selfish prick trying to make himself more miserable for his own increase in people paying attention to him. You just act that way, you just say that, you're just pretending. Well do you want to know something? I am NOT pretending. I am a depressed suicidal homicidal seventeen year old male living in Western Pennsylvania, U.S.A. I feel that there is no way to end this ridiculous agony but to end the human race. I cannot believe in a god which contradicts itself plainly in the text used to support its existence, and I cannot believe without proof anything written by humans with no support or evidence. I cannot keep myself from becoming incredibly pissed at fellow humans. I cannot force myself out of this unending love I am caught up in. I cannot escape humans. I cannot escape myself. I just need to laugh again, and then light the flame.

Something I’ve discovered which may be a wonderful thesis is that we make what we want to see out of what we read or hear. I always see symbolism for certain things, and I see this with others in Enlglish class, among humans in the world and the nation regularly. Therefore, I theorize that humans create their own realities through their subjective minds. Thus, what is God? If we ask and pray to a potentially nonexistent omnipotent being, and there is nothing really talking to us from the outside, then God is our subconscious mind filling in what we want. Granted, it may not only be what we want but what we hate, or fear. In order to fully complete such a theory, I would need to study human psychology and pathology. But it is an intriguing and moderately upsetting concept, yes?